luvvvvvvvv

> Monday

I SUCK in everything . I know my prangai much much more suckish than yours , afif . Im feeling angry , disappointed . I just could not believe what i heard or knew . Gosh , I need someone to confide to . where's friends ?

Girl/Boy , would telling me the truth , kill ?
Die ah ? As if i care . I just want confirmation only .
You all dont shiok sendiri hor -_-
Go hear lily allen's song , fuck you .
That song is dedicated to you , lady .

You ah , flirt A1 , studied F9

A lot of things are running through my mind now.
Im trying to sort it out. Why when you are fond of
this thing , somebody came and tooked it away from you?
I simply have no mood .
I hate feeling the misery thats overcoming me now.
Memories ? I got far too much of it
Im just plain stupid and you are just plain rambang mata . Since 02.04.08 .
Lets end it here , goodbye
Ily still

Labels: im oh so mad at you, lady

> Sunday

I love this lady named , `iraaahD .
She's my babygegerl ^^
She creates the most hilarious jokes you ever heard .
Neh , she's feeling downdowndown . Same as me . No more A! okay ?
You deserve better bg :D
Remember eh , you still got Nisa & Faah & Me .
No no sad sad okay ?

Ly doh ^^

I miss A! how ?

Labels: i love my people ^^

Ytd , webcammed with hanafiiii . Gerek-gerek . Chatted with apitke'ai & baabysister ^^ . Currently , im listening masa berlalau by SLS . The song quite nice you know . HA-HA .

Yeah, im the bad one . Always. Kakak & adik
the good one . Im sick , got the stupid backache and you thought
im using it as an exuse not to follow you go jalanjalan with they all's .
Because of not tagging you all's , i kena grounded till school repoens nx yr.
Neh , i v lazy want argue. Yeah , you win.

Labels: ^^

> Saturday

I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant this phone . Ohhhhhhhhhhhh pleaseeeeeeeee ^^

Where's my new phone ?
I want it leh . I cannot stand using that nokia hp
which is oh so lame lah -_-
I want hear my songs and take pictures ^^
Where are you phoney ?

Labels: i nak tu :)

Suhaila , my gorgeous jr ^^

The lady above is Suhaila . Was blog-hopping and saw my picture in her blog . She wrote this '
her everyday smile brighten up my day everymorning from sad to happy ;D' . Im touched leh , hahs . Last long with your bb okay ? :D Today , went for breakfast at bukit batok . Saw apit ke'ai , in faact adik saw him first . Weird that she could recongnize . Okay , toodles ^^

Labels: junior i gorgeous ^^

> Friday

I very bored leh -.- Nobody online siah . whatthefish . hah . ckp nk online , mane awak ? HA-HA . Went to the NEWater thingy . I sweeear its damm boring . And summore , i have to tolerate my backache . Thanks to nisa , she massage it and yeah felt a little better . Otw back to school , for the whole journey i stand instead of sitting down . The pain was unbearable , seriously . Reached school , gave nisa's NEWater bottle than went off to meet mum at jurong point . I dont know why im oh so blur today . I went all over jurong point to find mum . Pathetic with my stupid backache . At last , saw mum then went KFC . Then back home . Took cash then met azirah without changing . Went gekpoh . She wanna print her photos with firdaus . Ceh , okaay pe krg :) HA-HA . Dah , im tired . Toodles

campcampcamp , i dont want go lah :(

Fee , chill eh . Let them be . You still got me right ? Anything , beep me alright ? Im always here for you doh :D

Labels: downdowndown

> Wednesday

Bored . Currently chatting with mankoyaak . im bored bored bored -.- . HA-HA . Hmm , maybe im working at Mac (?) I dont know yet . See how laah . Next tuesday-wednesday , gonna have camp at Pulau Ubin . argh , i v. lazy to pack . HA HA . Okay , bye :)

"mest after camp , ader nyer"

"Hahah . No , never will"

Lets forget it , shall we ? Its

pointless lah awak . Forever kan dah over .

Labels: i know my picture nice ^^

> Tuesday

i wont elaborate what happen in school today . mood gone. okaay . after school , walked to 99 bus stop with faiq , acai and mat . halfway , walk alone . then saw ain and syiqa . walk with them . ain kena kacau with fique and mat . hahs. mrepek kn drg ain ? iknw . HA-HA . board the bus. sat in the same row with afif and fique . * tersengeh doh* haha . they check my file and yeaah test papers . 51 beh nk big fish per apit ? heh. hmm , walk home with faiq . gerek doh bobual ngan dier . chatted about faah , afif , ampaai , kiki , and yeah yknw iknw . Haha . terserempak with his dad . shock leh . then his dad asked , 'mataer eh?' . hah . no la . kawan je cik then smile . haha . people stared and thought what siah . Friends people ! hah . reached hme , texted man-terkoyaak then now blogging . i want change password for fb ah . apit knw leh . dont tell even your close friends your passwords . heh. i know okay ? Toodles love. (:

Labels: HOW ?

> Monday

Lets-make-it-forever

HA-HA . Random doh . Hmm , okaay last saturday attended cousin engagement then off to teban to rewang-ed . I cut the chicken fats , like agaaaaain , HA-HA . *grinning* . Uncle treated me as if im a royal princess cause of najmi the terengganu guy . CANNOT lah , younger than me siaaah , hehs . Yesterday , took my skirt . shocked kejap . v short siah , text faaaah then she asked to put it on and put it at the waist . pheeeew , luckily not that short . HA-ha . Otw hme , i cursed the auntie who alter my skirt . haha . okaay , imy , bestF , irahD , neesaB & apit ke'ai :D

Labels: rindu

> Friday

Yaaaaaaay ! exams dabes . heh . i sukeeee oit . been sick these few days and been getting worse . aiyak . okay , subjects that i gonna fail is

Math
Science
D&T
History

Gosssssssh ! i die laah . momma sure flared up and cannot go out . argggh . shitzs ehh . im sick what . brain also blurblur . i am blur . haha . okay , everythings fine between me & nina . pheeww . gerek ahh chat ngan dier . hahha . tomorrow , need to go central to take my skirt . sapa mau teman ? hahah . okay , selamat tinggal :D

Labels: saket doh

> Wednesday

FafaahAndylala - bestf I ^^
She's the one who can tolerate my nonsense and my stupid craps . Heh . Understand me
and give goooood advices . yeeeaah :) she's aint a bitch like last time . she's changed , people !
I love her only and nobody else ayee .
Babe , im sorry for hurting you countless of times kay ? I just realised you were always there for me no matter what . You were the only one who saw my ugly side , my rudest side and saw me cry like hell . heh , you know i know ehh :D I'll try not to raise my voice at you anymore okay ?
Im gonna changed okay ? ily now and forever :)

I AM SICK :(

Labels: bestfriend i yang satu

> Tuesday

Forever Is Over :(

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ! im in a confused state right now . I've made the decision . Whats the point of regretting it now , jannah ? Stupid lah you . All because of you lah , girl . gth ahh kau . Aiyaah . Tomorrow , maths papers 2 . Grrr . 3 more papers to go anf im freeeeeeeeeee ! yeaaaaaaaaah :D

Labels: regrets

> Sunday

nursarafina , iPunyaa :)

Okay , second post for today ^^ . heh . hmm , i cannot wait for exams to end . HA-HA . Okay , this is the list of what i wanted to do after exams ;

Go henderson waves with kawan-kawan's yg rapat ajer
Lepak-ing everday
Brush my skills on bowling & socccer with azeerah
Go sentosa with uncles & aunties & counsins
Cleaan my room
Wanna meet old peeps :)
Make new friends .

Daah , ini aje yer . Hahha . Currently , i aint feeling well . Back hurts like hell . Throat also hurts . Heart pain . aiyaaaaah . How ? i so so so the saaaad , yknow. everything i must decide . then i dont know whats your opinion . haiyaah , okay i know you all's dont know what the hell am i blabbering right ? i knoww . its okaay . da , im done .

Pergi ngan bdk sec 1 pon cantekk ahh uh kau

Labels: suckish

Hello lovelies ^^ . im super duper tired laaah . yesterday , went for the 'majls akad nikah' cum 'rewang' . So here's what i did yesterday ;

Washed the plates with my nice nice clothes on -.-
Dry the plates
Argued with this malaysia boy who look similar like wawan but he's just primary 5 :)
Peel fruits to make this drink . Qi qiong ahh ? Idk .
Changed to shorts & shirt
Uncle , kakak , kak yana & me cut the chicken and threw the fats away . quite alot of chicken you know .
Laughed alot :)
Ask wawan for advice & yeeah , thanks buddy
Afif & babygirl texted .
Uncle's & aunties & counsins gathered and created lots of super funny jokes .

Overall , i DID have lots of fun . Today , is the wedding day . I decided not to go since my back hurts and need to study for tomorrow's paper which is Math , that i damm the most . Hah . Okay , dabes citer . Adios . :DDD

itu kau nyer admire pah girl ? dah dapat ke blom ? -_-

Labels: i suke ?

> Friday

Hello ? haha . im super duper bored so decided to post . hmm . today , got 'rewang' then the 'nikah' tomorrow . i cannot wait for tomorrow eventhough i aint looking forward to it . weird ? standard laaah ! haha . fina will be going tomorrow ! yaaaay ! baby ke'ai saya :D Yesterday and today , wawan asked me to go play bowl with him and idk who (?) . I was in the bus yesterday , otw home when he texted . lambat uhh awaak :) hehe . planning for another jalan raye outing on monday . i need $$$$ . broke siaah . aiyo ! hmm , i got this weird feelings about (you know who) . i told bestF & babygirl . haiyaah . idk if they understands . maklumlah , adr teman yg lagi special to them . me , kene ditepikan . da laaah , i better alone . i dont need anybody . . Goodbye .

i've lost everything . why when you really love that person , he/she gave you shit in return ? why ? tell me

To adlin lin lin - thanks for listening to my oh so crap aye ? You were there when i need someone to talk too . thank you oh so much :) sayaaang kau lah gundu :DD

Labels: damm

> Thursday

i'll be back after EOY .

i aint waiting anymore .

Labels: too late

> Tuesday

could it be forever like i wanted ? you want it to be forever dont you ? if choosing other girl that makes you happy , then go ahead . dont bother about me . i should be getting used on being hurt by you , like again . ily , you love me . you are my forever . icintayou ;)

Labels: love

Hello . So here's the conversation between that dumbass and me .

Girl - oi ! kau jannah per ?

Me - ah2 , niey sape ahh ?

Girl - lu balak apit per ?

Me - bobual zaman ape ah pki ' gua , lu' niey sume ? Aku tak maen balak2 niey sume ehh . Apit yg maner satu ?

Girl - lu tkmu step bagus ah liao !

Me - alaaamak kau ! asl ngan kau ? aku nyer psl uhh . tk kacau kau per ! skrg kau blg aku , kau sape ? apit maner ? bobual biar terang uh beb !

Girl - lu bohsia pah ? tkmu step gerek lah siol !

Me - kau tgk citer bohsia smpt terikot-ikot per ? kau ke aku , bohsia ? ohhh ehh , aku memang gerek . asl ? tk suke ? beh blah ahh . kau nk bobual mrepk , gy bobual ngan bangla ahh ? amcm ? org gila mcm kau , gy duduk diam2 kt mental hosp kay ? bye !

Girl - *silence then put down the phone*

See ? No respect . Eh , cmon lah girl , you okay or not ? haiya . da bes . bye .

should i continue waiting ? ily , you know right ?

Labels: bohsia

> Sunday

Today , went to auntie's crib as there is an open house . NurSarafina also tagged along . Gosh , imy lah baby :) She saw me then shouted 'aaaaaati'! It was supposed to be 'aunty' but yknw lah . small kiddo mah . hah . after auntie crib , off to send kakak to work at sentosa . auntie and uncle tagged along . Met another uncle then went to KTM to eat at the railway station canteen . Planned to go Mustafa Center but it was the carpark was packed so decided to give it a miss . Went to auntie's crib ard mat's house . waited for nursarafina mum to fetch her . then went home . ohh yesterday i received a phone call from an unknown number . its a girl . haiya . i thought of posting on what we talked about but neh , maybe tomorrow yaw ? i recorded it , thats why ;) Okay , da bes citer . Adios .

'kau baek jage diri , bohsia' wahh , takot nyer -__-

Labels: gila punya ppm -.-

> Saturday

I was still asleep when i heard 'hanya kau yang mampu' . The song reminds me of somebody . That guy included my name at the end of the song . Im so oh touched . Nah , he belongs to someone already . hm , too much memories lah . okay , will update more . Adios ;D

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta jannah..
Aku cinta jannah..

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Oooooooooo…

im broke leh . aiyo -.-

Labels: hanya kau yang mampu ?

> Friday

Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALIPPO ;D . Weeeeeeeeey :) i happy sangat-sangat youuu . haha . shh , diam . haha . today , had mother paper which is so err - idk ? tk senang , tk susah . hah . boley-boley lah . i had no mood just now so did half way then slept for err ? , 15 mins ? my eyes felt heavy due to my late nights always . haiya . study mah . *kening up up* . hahhaa . hmm , currently im oh so bored . nobody's online which is weird . heh . hm , mat's planning for another 'jalan raya' outing on monday . irah and i object since its the exams week and i know momma will start nagging again -.- i wannna concentrate on my studies lah , buck up lah katekn . haha . ;D hmmmmmm , i rindu 1st love . nyehehe . weirdweird ! iLy ehh . hahha . kay , dah bes :) adios

Labels: 'i love you la'

> Thursday

I can never stay faithful to one guy . In fact , just last night , i initiated an affair with two other man . So incorrigible of me , i know . I even sneak them into my room when everybody's asleep . Yes ! I spent the whole night with them and boy , they were really GOOD !

Okay seriously , i did not finish the whole tub by myself . No ! Thats imposibble mannnnn ! hahaha :)

To whom it may concern ; apologies from the pit bottom of my heart . I know I may not be a simple person at times . Definitely not ONE to be easily understandable. I would like to apologize for the many things that I have might have said unknowingly hurting or pissing someone off .

I know I have done wrong now and maybe going to try to make it up? I don’t know . Once again , deepest sorry to the hearts I’ve broken and to egos I’ve wounded. Lastly , sorry to the people who were just being nice but get the shit ass from me .

The post above is for fafaahA , bestF saya . Beb , im sorry if i hurt you in anyway like ( yknw , i knw ) iLy beb . you were always there for me maan ! i cintaa you .

babygirl & neesa , you guys are mine too . precious gems that i would NOT exchange for anything :D

Labels: choco ^^