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> Monday

Friday
  • Meet up at Uncle's house . Dad's side gather there
  • Ard 8pm , went changi beach with sakoren
  • Slacked there till 11pm
  • Planned to go cementry but kakak dowan -.-
  • Dad sent the others home .
  • Adik & i went marina barrage with cousin & her family .
  • Reached home 1 am+

Saturday
  • Got NPCC (cssp)
  • Didnt go as th condition of my face sucks . (Freaking ugly , i tell ya)
  • Dad & Uncles went cementry in th morning .
  • Returned ard 12 pm then waited for for others to arrive .
  • Aft Mahgrib , went marina barrage then KTM for dinner then Keppel Bay then Mustafa Center .
  • Reached there ard 1 am .
  • Shopped
  • Dad sent the others home.
  • Reached home ard 2am +
  • Watched tv then slept ard 4 am
Okay BYE

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> Thursday

2nd post for today . Im effing bored you see .
  • Kakak's having dinner with teacher & classmates .
  • Adik went class outing .
  • Mama & Papa got the catering thingy (project 26th)
I wanted to tag along but cause of sunburn and body pain , i decided
to give it a miss . F eh .
Im hungry now ):
Drank only milo for breakfast . Didnt eat lunch .
Haiyoo . Luckily no gastric . Sheesh .

Im changing link again .
The current link sounds awful huh ?
Mama also said that -.-
So , my new link would be forever (insya'allah)
We'll see .

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Had Kayaking for the past two days . Gossh .
Had sunburn and my face looks awful ):
Sheesh .
Hell yeeah it was damm tiring .
I didnt knew that kayaking would be so
diffcult -.- Yknw , we had to the capsize , rescue etc .
WaaaahPiaang !
Body aching sia .
Go school 7am , reached home 8pm .
Coooooll ? -.-

Yesterday , went for lunch at a nearby food center(beach rd)
with wet attire . Very wet as im the last to leave the water
then straight away to lunch .
So paisey sia . But , the nasi ayam so yummy ^^
Shall go there again someday hor .

Today , was supposed to go school
for the open house thingy .
Decided not to as im very very very tired
and then my face so the weird :(
aiyoyoyo -.- im so vain . Heh .

And to those who texted me and calling , sorry for not replying back .
I'll text you all's when i've topup aye ?
Im so lazy to otp ah .
I'll only otp with lovelies hor (: (Bestf,Bg,Bs)

Chalo :D


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> Monday
I love you mommy . But i dont like you all the time .

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Okay , today had the PYA training at NPC .
BestBest ^^
Only 10 cadets attended the training .
Aint boring at all but i kept yawning all the time (:
Sleepy , i guess . HAHA .

I read BG's blog . Awwww , im oh so flattered sia &
i owned this 3 beautiful ladies ;
faaaaaah (bestf)
iraaah(bg)
neesaaa(bs)
and lovey jr , Irni Syahirah
(:

Ohh , i've been receiving unknown numbers ,
msg-ing asking to know me better .
Epain & Khairul from BLSS -_-
Mooneyrah and ahyol were the ones who passed my num
to them -_-
Thanks ah but i dont need it .

Okay , bye .





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> Sunday

HelloHello ^^
Today , went to changi beach with family & daddy's side .
BEST doh .
and Sakoran Catering are officially opened .
Its a family bisness .
YAY !
First project will be on 26/11 .
Confirm gerek nyer (:

Tomorrow , Tuesday & Wednesday will be having NPCC .
Tuesday & Wednesday will be having kayaking .
Im having second thoughts on going .
I dont wanna get daaaaaaark . ^^
HAHAH .

BabyGirl sms-ed saying tomorrow's there's a meetup with Nee & Faaah .
But , not confirm yet .
I WANNA GO .
I miss korang's sia :(
To Bg ; imyt hor (:

BYE
Yo lil jr , dont think you are that
great hor . I dont like you girl . I really
do .
Shut your ass up and go to hell -.-

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> Friday
Picture above taken by Azee . Candid shot anyway ^^ HAHA . Okay , ytd went to penin with azee in sch uniform . First time doh pki gtu . Hee .
Overall , it was fun shopping with azee . Sungguh Kecoh sia . HAHA . After gotten my $200 , lets go shopping again eh azee ? Gi bugis plak ah ? HAHAHHA . (:


22 Nov , is Fardiana's birthday .
Happy birthday in advance hor .
(:


and , i read this person's blog .
Wahh , he two-faced guy sia .
Luckily , i think twice before ...
No need to know .
V pathetic senior .
So so so DESPERATE
-_-

BYE

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> Tuesday

im not dark . Idk how my face cannot be seen . But , cool right ?



Hi hi hi ^^
Im so the good girl today , you know ^^
Really hor .
I did the houseworks w/o complaining .
Hee .

I slept late yesterday due to msg-ing this senior .
He's quite encouraging . I NEED to buck up . Okay , i know that .
Good2 senior . Was supposed to chat today but
he go and play soccer .


Currently ;
  1. Chatting with Uthman
  2. Fb-ing
  3. Blog-hopping
Uthman show me a picture of a girl in the toilet .
Scary looking sia .
Shock kejap .
It means i have to ask adik to accompany me to toilet from now on .
Thanks ah man -.-
HAHA

Im planning an outing soon .
Lets see how ah .
I suck at planning outings you know.
Sheesssh . Of course , i'll make it at hendersons wave .
HAHAH .
Kidding . Im at lost for words .
Gosssssh .

Im going kayaking nx week .
Im really looking forward to it .
Ireena , Azee , Ain & Syiqa also going .
YAY ! Lets hope it'll be fun hor .
HAHA .

Okay , bye
Ask advice ah ? Wah ! HAHAH
Minanchi , v good lah oi

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> Monday

Totally running out of creativity fluids today . So I thought it would be a good time to present to you few random things about me that you can point and laugh about ;

  • i just don’t understand all the fuss over Twilllight
  • i believe, i have a royalty blood (HAHA)
  • i feel loved when people confront me with things i have done to hurt or annoy them. it means they care enough to fix the problem
  • i can read people easily . if you don’t fool me
  • sarcastic humor at times is the best
  • i seem to have a face that says “ please , tell me all the sordid details of your life” especially if we’ve never met and are merely sharing a waiting room
  • i’m not sure why people like me
  • seriously , i don’t blog like i write . or even like how i talk. blogging is a whole new medium of communication i think
  • i can’t walk properly on heels
  • i have kept a journal since i was a small and i’ve been blogging for almost 2 years?
  • i’m perennially shock at how skinny women are potrayed in fashion magazines . i don’t think emaciated is attractive
  • i have been called vain , materialistic and superficial
  • i’m extremely emotional , this trait has annoyed the boyfriends
  • i’m a very “sensitive” person . If someone looked at me cross-eyed i’d cry
  • even though it seems like i have a million friends , i only feel close to and comfortable with VERY few people
  • i have fallen in and out of love few times in my life
  • i find solace in knowing there is a purpose
  • i love children. i already have my kid’s names picked out ^__^
  • i find intelligence very , very sexy
  • divisions in races , sex genders are just dumb
  • sometimes i suffer from insomnia
  • i love to meet new people
  • i am outrageously forgiving but i REFUSE to forget
  • sometimes i can be bossy
  • my mum says i was born in the evening which explains why i am not so much of a morning person , scientifically
  • i read too . a lot and often
  • ice cream is my guilty pleasures
  • i sing to myself in the shower . Loudly
  • i have proved to some that i’m most athletic
  • my interest are wide and varied
  • i strongly believe that men who hit women are cowards
  • i am extremely gullible.. to a fault
  • i analyze things too much
  • since i was a little girl ,i’m always fantasizing about being a singer or actress.
  • i’m not much for crowds
The End

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> Saturday



Okay , this was yesterday's picos . Got more of them but dont know
who's gonna upload it .
I Love those guys above
^__________^

Singapore loseeeeeeee !
1-3 .
Whatthehell sia
All senget2 one . Sheesssssh .
I play much better ^^
Thats crap , if you wanna know -_-
HAHAH .

Im chatting with bestF agaaaaaaain !
Gereeeek . Curse thailand more ah , faaah .
Heehe , v bad .
Planning to go henderson waves with bestf .
We'll see when hor .
I've got lots to tell besf
Pp8's low , cannot msg .
And , im so lazy to otp .

HAHAHA .
And , tomorrow's irni syahirah birthday .
Happy advanced birthday .
I'll post about you tomorrow hor ^^


Toodles ~


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Firstly ,
Happy Birthday jr ! :)

Well , lets talk about yesterday okay ? Went to school for the hiking thingy .
It was not like hiking at all . Just walking -____-
Then went to hortpark .
Overall , it took only 1 hr .
Returned to school . Slacked since its raining .
Met mat :D
Then home .

I dont know why i type that way . HAHA .
Well , i've been wanting to jog but lazy .
Im getting fatter , i guess .
HAHA ! Yay !


Will be staying at home . * Argh*
B-O-R-E-D

&

currently im chatting with bestF & - imy lah mokkk :)
She's gonna get a baby sister soon .
Im jealous -.- HAHA .


Okay , Adios






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> Friday
Okaay . It’s not really a joke but to me it’s one of the everlasting jokes around . Apparently it has been widely understood and discussed about how or what my current ’status’ is . It’s strange how it happens .
When a girl and a guy become close friends they become the talk of the century . Oh it wouldn’t matter if the guy has other girlfriends but it would really dig if the girl has other guy friends . C’mon..

WAKE UP , PEOPLE .


You’ve got to be kidding me , Big time . I hang out a lot with some friends of mine , of certain whom became really close to me , yes, they really mean a lot to me . (eg , mat^^)

It really tickled me whenever I get this question , Hey ! are you with so and so ? I would be , huh ? Why would you say that ? And their reply , Oh because we kept bumping into you guys or seeing you two around . I would go , please , Or even better , so where’s your boyfriend ..or where’s or who’s that guy ? *arrrrgghhh*

It’s hilarious because it doesn’t actually need to take people to see you and someone together for a few times to come to such conclusions. I happened to be with an ex-classmate of mine some time back. It is so happened we needed that he wanted to return books and since its near my house so , why not ? Wow. My then silly ex-boyfriend his ex- girlfriend , friend’s (you see how this usually goes) happened to see us and immediately reported it to my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend . World War 5 I tell you . LOL !

Goodness , that guy I was with could even be my relative and nobody would know anyway . So what’s the big deal ? Such hoo haa for not bothering to find out properly first .

Seeing is believing they say . Or is it ?

HAHHAHA . Tell me it has never happened to you people's before . At least once.

You figure it out ^^




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> Thursday

Well , just came back from woodlans . Went there with azee . It was super gerek . Firstly , went to school to meet teacher . Saw Uthman & Syazwan . Step tk nmpk ah . HAHA . Man texted . He say he waved . Your head ah , how come i didnt notice ah ? Ape saje jer . HAHA .

Then took 187 all the way to woodlans interchange . And ohh , i saw the shoe , nike airmax . Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Lawaaaaaa nyer . I want I want I want ! Ohh pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase ^^ Today , i did eat alot -_____- Only Azee knew how much i ate . Heh .

Saw alot of mat's / skaters . Azee suke seh . HAHA .
Part kekek when we were otw home .
Met this group of boys from SCSS .
I said to azee that they looked so 'lembut' .
Imma mean girl huh ?

Then when they alighted , one of them smiled and shockingly , i smiled back .
Cause , im aint the friendly type .
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Azee jer lah tau . HEHHE ^^

Reached home , met azee again the went gekpoh .
Saw Hakim . Gosh , im starting to miss them already ;(

Let's meet up soon lehh :)

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I am sorry if it may seem that i am avoiding you . But please be assured that i am not . I have merely been extremely preoccupied with alot of changes of late.

Alot of adjustments to my surroundings and situations . Sudden developments are surprising though not quite yet as shocking .
I kept stumbling upon coincidental & accidental revelations.

Hmm . My silence could be the loudest cry for help . And yet it may well be the strongest sign of acknowledgement towards certain issues of which i refuse to pursue due to several reasons .


"My silence does not mean an oblivious ignorance ."

at the same time , to those who refuse to understand who i really am :

"My words do not represent a dosage of indisposed integrity ."

and it can be trying , to maintain that disposition especially when i'm under scrutiny for the tiniest sign of lameness .

Please, as you may be reading this .. periodically or not ..

do bear in mind that i am not avoiding you .


and it is a definite NO .


I just wish that things could have been more transparent and honest , that's all .






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> Wednesday


Sezairi Sezali .
I likeeeeee him siah ^^
*melts*

HAHA . Well , tomorrow im going school again with Azee .
Thought of going woodlans after that . Not confirm as momma
havent gave the green light yet .

So basically , today went to the market with momma & adik .
Kakak went to Pulau Tekong for her project thingy .
Sounds coooool huh ?

I wanna go Pulau Ubin this weekend with family & daddy's side but
they got the catering thingy . Bleargh .

26th Nov , gonna have the catering thing again . Its like
a family business thingy . Confirm GEREK as uncles & auntie & cousins get
together again . Of course , its daddy's side . Heh .

And i just knew that adik got a boyf .
-__________-
Of course , i knew it by coincidence .
Not i kaypoh hor ;)
HAHA .
Told momma & kakak
Oh , Im so mean :D

Okay, Adios ^^

BestF & BG & BabySister , aku rindu krg ):









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> Tuesday
Well , i felt like blogging . But i dont know what to blog about . Simple , im bored !
Tomorrow is hanafii birthday . Happy Birthday in advanced hor :)
Friday , will be having hiking at southern bridge . Im so looking forward to it since i can meet my Npcc friends . Those awesome guys ^^

Gossssssh , i can die of boredom siah .


I love shopping now . V weird .
I need $$$$ .
I wanna buy lots of things .
Planned to work but that teacher didnt
give the application form . whatthehell .
i missed out the opportunity to work .
Neh , nx year hor . BestF also suggested that
i'll work next year . Okay , fine .


I did ask apit ke'ai for some advice .
He asked me to go for it .
Aiyah , he'll never understand one lah -.-
'Adios amigos , i berambus '
i found this phrase , cool . HAHA .
By ; apit ke'ai -.-

pp8's low . adios ^^

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> Monday
Well , im Bored . Very bored , super bored . I wanna meet bessssssssstF and 2N1 peeps ;) Where's the class outing ah ? Who the hell is planning it ? Hope it wont be like last time . Plan plan plan but in the end , poof ! , dont know what happen already -.- i waaaaant to go henderson waves ! ^^ Can oh please ? Or , lets go to the beach ? i want , i want ! Plan lah you all's , okaay ? Da . toodles .



Lets go to beach ? HAHA . ~ a! / U

> Saturday
Im actually a liar . I love that phrase . Hee . Okay , yesterday went sch with azee to return something. Blahblahblah , went swimming with momma , kakak & adik . Best ! But i dont know how to swim so i just anyhow lor. Im abit jealous of adik . She knows how to swim and etc -_- Kaykay , i want go jogging tonight . Hope momma allow it .


And ohh , im addicted to vanessa hugdens song , come back to me .
I know that song is so lama already but i still love it !
I love old song . Cool mah . Hah

Actually , i wanna write about this person but i knew his an avid reader
of my blog . Nehnehneh . He like to shiok sendiri , i dont like .
He love to jump to conclusion , i dont like . He's a rambang mata , i dont like .
He never want to answer my question instead asking me to answer
it first , i hate that .
He made me blush over the slighest thing , i likee . HAHA .

Lots of people thought im with him . NO hor . I aint like those typical
girl who just new the guy for a few days and decide to be together .
I took nearly 2 years to know that guy . Awesome huh ? He's still the best to me .
Nehh , but no more already .

Yeah , sad ? of course . But i aint that emotional type . I dont see the reason on
why should i cry , cut wrists and utter vulgarities like most teens do cause thats
pointless right ? So the emo leh . Im NOT that type , okay ?

Hah , okaay . I dont why i came into that subject . Aku pelik kan ? HAHA

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> Thursday

Okay , im bored . Picture above is me with kakak . I found it in my pictures folder . Younger times hor . i cutee right ?HAHA . Lame ? i know . And ohh , i hate my hair . i just realised its fugly man . luckily its the holidays or die ahh . haha .
i miss bestfriend .
i miss babygirl
i miss neesa
i miss adlin
i miss azee
i miss leen
i miss yana
i miss mat
i miss fadly
i miss hakim
i miss fadris
i miss aLippo
i miss afif
i miss haikal
i miss aqil
i miss kak lyza
i miss eida
i miss irni
i miss suhaila
i miss diyana

in fact , i miss everybody but lazy to list all ah :( lets meet up soon okay ? ly guys :D im going to bed soon . weird as now i tend to sleep early . eyebags & pimples are bugging me . i wanna do facial soon . so vain ah you , nah . i knowww . imisskawanstercintas . adios people




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Eh hello lovey dovey . Heeh . Okay , yesterday accompanied mum to hospital . Saw bestfriend ! Weeee ! Happy Oit ! i miss bestfriend oh so much . Meet up real soon hor , bestfriend ? :D After that , went bugis . Did some shopping then went otw back home , were stopped by a female lady . She's offering a free haircut by 'toni&guy' . Agreed then went to the saloon/academy . Shockingly , they were using sisters and me as a model to train the trainees to cut people's hair .
My hair is more to rockish bob now . And yeaah , i did looked like a small little girl . Thats what azee said -______- . hahha . okay , bye :)

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> Sunday
I've been posted to 3N2 . Subjects chosen is geography , social studies & fnn :)

I will be M.I.A for now . Beep me if there's anything hor :D

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