I am sorry if it may seem that i am avoiding you . But please be assured that i am not . I have merely been extremely preoccupied with alot of changes of late.

Alot of adjustments to my surroundings and situations . Sudden developments are surprising though not quite yet as shocking .
I kept stumbling upon coincidental & accidental revelations.

Hmm . My silence could be the loudest cry for help . And yet it may well be the strongest sign of acknowledgement towards certain issues of which i refuse to pursue due to several reasons .


"My silence does not mean an oblivious ignorance ."

at the same time , to those who refuse to understand who i really am :

"My words do not represent a dosage of indisposed integrity ."

and it can be trying , to maintain that disposition especially when i'm under scrutiny for the tiniest sign of lameness .

Please, as you may be reading this .. periodically or not ..

do bear in mind that i am not avoiding you .


and it is a definite NO .


I just wish that things could have been more transparent and honest , that's all .