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> Wednesday




Ahh okay. Basically, i went to the library today. Was supposed to go school but
my friend said no need. So made my way to the library.
Since they bulid a new interchange, i got lost and went the longest way when the escalator
is just round the corner. Tsk.
Borrowed books. Then went to Popular to buy thingys.
Overall, it cost $8+. Money gone ):

Kakak & Adik went to Bugis/Far East plaza to shop.
While im stuck at home since im broke. ):
Sad right? Laaaaaaaa.
So, did the Sakoren thingy. Its for the marketing oh whatsoever ahh.
School's starting next week and im not looking forward to it.
Kay, whatever.

My pride makes me miserable, but I'm okay with being miserable.


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> Monday

Firstly, congrats to Sezairie Sezali on winning the SI.
Im effing happy for him. So, YAY! :D

And in the middle of sezairie's performance, afif texted.
Wah lao eh. Dont know whats wrong with him yesterday.
He texted me this ' sezairie sezali handsome like me eh? Tak sangke aku handsome.
Haha. ' Prasan nak die sia. Then he go on saying, vote for him, he won lah and etc.
Klakar ah kau fif :)

So, i read the papers today. Wahh. Pissed off sia.
So what we got another malay idol?
Its the people who voted him to win right? Not all malays voted for him what. Pfft.
Dont be sucha racist lah. Aiyo.


You said you dont wanna care about me anymore.
I know im always the bad girl.
Im the rude/stubborn/lazy girl.
Everything me.
I am the worst among kakak & adik right?
Whatever you said just now, proves something.
I know now. I dont wanna cry anymore. Im staying strong.
Thanks eh ):

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> Sunday
SEZAIRIE WON!
Yeaaaaaaah!
Im freaking happy sia.
Jump like mad eh!
Love love love sezaireeeeeeeee
:D
I'll post more tomorrow.
Kakak dah start bising. Pfft.


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> Saturday
Yesterday went online till 3am. Chat with apit ke'ai(afif) and Adair.
Kept pestering afif to webcam. Hah. Penipuuu sia fif -.-
But, he's cute when he kept asking me the meaning of 'insomia'
when i already told him like about two times.
HAHA.

And this junior asked my number through Fb.
Not interested lah. HAHHA.
Find somebody your own size eh.


"I miss you"
(Awwww (: Im so flattered)


Eh senior, you one BIGGIE liar lah sia.
Stop denying can?
And, i told you that i dont like you and NEVER will.
Fine ah. Go hate me ah. GO go go okay?
As if it bothers me.
Tkya nak good-good ah pat siniy.
Dah bagos aku tak letak name kau

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Wah lao eh. Sad sia. Tsk. Keh whatever.
Anyway, had breakfast at bukit batok there. Saw afif. His hair niceee. Jealous sia. Tsk.
Heeeeeeeee. Always met him there since he do business. I mean his dad not him.
Texted him then text text text.

And, i want new cellphone laaaa.Ohh pleaseeeeee.
Kakak gonna get a new cellphone soon.
Her old one, give to me.Okay lah tuh. Got camyra & mp3.
Im being thankful here -.-

Yaaaaaaay! I got monehh!! $$$
Thought of watching avatar but momma nag saying its a waste of moneyy.
Pfft. Keh lor, i buy stationaries kay? (:

Im sezairie numba ONE FAN!
Cos i likee him. Awww :D


"Thank you"

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> Thursday

Im effing mad with this person. Let me named him 'A'. He's freaking irritating. Ughh, c'mon! Sucha jerk. So what you are in some weird gang that kills/injure people! (im being sarcastic here). As if im so that afraid of you. Shy guy no need act BIG lah. Your picture all like lamp post and summore dye hair. Looked similar to an orangutan. Pfft. Im so maaaaaaaaaaaad!Its weird that those jr's fell for you. Tsk. Go and flush yourself lah dumbo. 'A' is just a random name. I rather not use his real name as its embarassing( correct spelling anot?) Im a goodgirl mah. Goodbye (:

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> Wednesday



Sista and her good friend, azili. She wants me to put this picture :)
I wanted to put her picture alone but she deleted me from
her fb so i'll just have to use this old picture lor.

ANYWAY...

Happy Birthday in Advanced ahh.
Your birthday is tomorrow but incase i cannot use the
net so i'll wish you today ahh. Hah.
You 18 at last! HAHA. Too bad you still cannot have your freedom. Heeee.
No present since no moneh. I'll just give you my teddy bear ahh. HAHA .
Okay, done wishing!

......

I've created tumblr. Thanks sista for explaining the uses! Cheh!
Im supposed to go for NPCC yesterday & today but i skipped since
whole body's aching. Thanks to the push-ups & sit-ups. Bleargh.
And, school's starting soon and i have not bought the necessary thingys.
Tssssssssk.


"Sometimes, people play hard to get because they need
to know if the other person's feelings are real"

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> Monday

I saw hafiq yesterday.*Wide smile* I knew him during the ATC camp. He's
frm JVSS. Basically yesterday, went to auntie house since
got the catering thingy. Then, went to pasar malam. Asked daddy to
buy for me this high waist-ed skirt. He didnt allowed it since its short.
Then all this while i wore shorts, tk bising pon. Pfft.

Sulked all the way back to auntie's house. Saw 2 jvss guys playing soccer
under the blk. Hafiq turned around and at the same time i looked at him.
He recongized me but i pretended i dont (:
Since he's playing near my aunt's place, i watched him play.
He knew i was watching and he showed off his skills -.-
Play soccer until must bare body meh?-.-
But, he's cute w/o the specs ^^

HAHA.

And today, had NPCC. The training was so tiring.
Did PT then campcraft then PT again.
End ard 4.45 if aint wrong.
Whole body aching. Bleargh.
Im freaking exhausted. Tsk.
And, Najah sucha a friendly lady.
HAH. Dont kembang ah.

Im so into the pictures/phrases in tumblr.
Its so inspiring and its cool (:
AHH, I have a very very bad cold thanks to daddy.
Kakak & adik & momma also had been affected by the cold. Tsk.
And, maybe i gonna shape my eyebrow.
Yeaaaaaaaay. Kakak will be doing it too so treat me hor?
HAHHA.


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> Friday


I want the hair colour. Hair grow lah pleaseeeeee










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> Thursday

Awesome Ones
Yesterday was a BLAST! Yeaah. It was sucha enjoyable day with
bestf & fiquue. Kaycho sia with them.
Hah. 2.30pm, waited fr them at interchange.
Fiquue was late. Pfft.
Went to Mac. Talked almost about afif and school and class.
Fiquue said my behaviour similar to afif due to my shyness.
OHH WHATEVER .

Since the movie start ard 5.40pm and we had a few more
hours to go, so we window shopped, went to library, camwhore etc.
We do argue about on what to watch.
Bestf ; the ninja warriors?
Me ; New Moon
Fiquue ; Avatar

At last, new moon jgk kite tgk. BEST hoi.
The ending just suck sia.
Jacob sucha hot guy. Weeee~
Too much kissing scenes until fiquue got tired of it. HAHA
He counted how many times they actually kiss. Pathetic sia fiqque.
Heeeeeeeeee. A lot of funny thingys happen, but wont elaborate.
They planned to watch avater next week but im broke already. Tskk


Fiquue ; Pegi mintak plastic ah. Aku nk ltk fries.

Me ; TAK NAK ah. Aku malu sia. Serious sia. Tnyr faah lor

Bestf ; Ah2. Sume aku kene mintak kn. *scowling*

Fiqque ; Huh? Kau ngan afif same ah. Nak beli bende malu, tnyr bende pon malu. Krg
satu rumah pon cantik.

Me ; *scowling* ape jer. Afif yg sebok ikot aku. Dier kn kaypo. Pfft.


See? Afif agaain? Tsk. He's supposed to go sentosa
yesterday but last minute didnt go. Fiquue asked him to tag along.
^^ Luckily, he didnt come or...
HAHHAHAHA.
Picas will be uploaded soon after bestf uploaded it okaay.
& bestf hair so niceee. Im jealous eh. DONT rebond okaay? (:



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> Tuesday

Heyho loveliesss (:
Had CSSP today and its pretty fun as im the same group as
this chinese guy from hua yi sec.
He's superrrrr fun siaa. Hah.
And, im chatting with bestf. Gonna watch new moon tomorrow with fiquue tagging along.
Pffft. Fiquue kaypoh sia.
Pathetic dumb asss. Bleargh.

And ohh , see my tagboard.
'American Sucka'? I guess i know who but aint suree.
Bleargh. Im not in any relationships and NOT interested
in knowing anybody at all. So give up okaay?
Haiyaa. Weird lah people nowadays. Pffft.

'Eventually, one of two things will happen.
He'll realize you're worth it or you realize he isn't.'

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> Monday
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZIRAH BTE ?
Its her birthday today . Happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to `iraaahD , HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU :D
One gorgeous , cute , funny lady . She's the best of the best
and NOBODY could ever replace her hor .
She's the only one that could create the funniest jokes .
Do your best in everything , bg .
I support you in everything !
ILOVEBABYGIRL :)

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> Sunday

Time check : 3.16 am
Its MORNINGG !
Im not sleepy yet . Bleargh .
Currently chatting with wawansewel and Uthman.
Blearggh . I didnt get to meet sezairie .
Payaya sia =.=
In fact , i didnt go jurong point at all.
Basically, went out with daddy's side again.
BEST hor.
Babygirl birthday is on monday, 14th.
Present will be delayed since faah have to visit her
mummeh on monday and i dont really fancy
buying the thingy alone =.=
Okay , frankly speaking ..
I dont like going out alone .
I NEED somebody to accompany me at least .
Heh . Shy+scared+nervous .
Dont ask me why since i also cannot find the ans .

Extract from bestf bloggie :
Aww, when I hugged her saw her cute baby face.
Nah, don't blushed ehh! Hahahaha, had lots of fun with her. Bought afew things.
Kiter same-same laa BestF! Heeh! I bet, her leg is aching all over. Sorry, yey sayangnyer. I laugh-ed alot today.
Bleh, pecah perut ehh with that lady. Didn't take any pics with her. Because, I no handphone. Hahahahaha!
I'm her Miss Buang ehh. Everything, she wanna throw she chuck it a me, saying 'THROW'.
But where I throw? Inside my bag. Hahahahah. Kecoh ahh luu, Nah. We'll go out again okay? New Moon. Maybe, I plan yey Nah.


IM BLUSHING NOW !!
HAHAH .
Almost all thingys, she bought it same with me.
Raglans+ Cotton on bag+Bangles(?)
Kpo sia she. =.=
Neeeh, kidding only hor.
And, i've got a new name , 'miss buang'
Bestf invented it. How coool? =.=
HAHA.

:D



Yey :)

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> Friday
So second post eh .
Waited for faah almost for an hour , standing .
Bleargh . Ended up cram everywhere .
Hah .

Saw her then off to library .
So kecoh sia when with her .
Laugh like mad person sia . HAHA .
Borrowed books then off to jurong point .
Bought thingys . So niceeee ^.^
Kakak jealous eh ?

Overall , i enjoy going out with faah .
Gonna plan for another outing - watch new moon .
YAY ! Faaah plan hor :D

Basically , tomorrow will be going jurong point to buy
my earings and since sezairie & slyvia will be there .
:DDD

Im so happy :)

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Will be meeting bestf later ! Yay !
Going library to borrow books .
Update more later hor :D


`Adios

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> Thursday

I'll be going out with bestf real soon .
Yeaaaaaaaaay ! Wanna watch New Moon .
Yippeeee ! Im so looking forward to it ! Heh .
IMISSBESTF mah ^^
Okaaye .

Otp with her yesterday and today .
Chatted about school and yeah i dont
wanna be in 3N2 .
1 word - BORING .
It would'nt be the same w/o the guys .
Most are in situated in 3N1/N3 .
Bleargh . So not looking forward to it .
Luckily , im in the same class with bestf & bs . YAY !

And , my face is back to normal .
YAYAYYAY !
Its not that dark but fair ^^
The picture above , no edits are done .

Im effing happy that sezairie got into the finals .
:)

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> Tuesday


"Nah , i dreamt that you passed away & i cried"

Kakak told me that .
Scary sia like that .
Last month , i dream that i died .
Its like a real nightmare .
Ended up crying when i woke up .
Weeks after that , i dreamt more people dying .
Its freaking scary .
Wah lao eh .

Maybe its a sign for me to repent .
Bleargh .

Supposed to go swimming with friends today .
Didnt reply my msgs so dont know lah .

Papa's not at home now .
Im scared if he returns from work and scold me .
Cos i raised my voice at him when he asked me why
i do tantrum to momma .
I answered in a rude a manner .
Now , i gonna die .
Finish lah you , `nah .
I know i did not do any tantrum to momma .
Im so innocent .
Imma gonna admit defeat .
No point arguing . Its just gonna make matters worse .

Yeah , hope sezairi sezali get in to the final 2 .
Do your best hor .
I support you 80% while sylvia 20% .
Tabitha ? NO need *evil grins*
Huaaakhuaak .








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> Sunday


Hoi People !
I've not been updating much lately .
V lazy & nothing to post about mah .

So now and then , i'll be going every CSSP thingy to get
more hours . Very the semangat youuu ^^

Any yeaah , been doing the relink thingy and the templates
is annoying you know . I did what adair asked to do and yet
it did not turn out the way it have to be .
Freaaaaaaaaaaaaking annoying siaa =.=
I changed my mind about changing link .
See how ah eh . Pfft

I was blog-hopping and noticed this lady has no
ORIGINALITY sia . Pathetic . Her pictures and they way
she wrote , its very clear that she's copying others .
Azee also noticed . Haiyoo , lady =.=

Okay , its late .
Toodles

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> Friday

Went for CSSP yesterday .
Gossh , i got so worked up over a bunch of oh so
kiasu aunties =.=
Freaking annoying . Oh c'mon !
Those pamplets & pen are FOC .
So take it lah as its for your benefits mah .
Pathetic old people . Sheesh .
Will be having CSSP again tomorrow .
*screams*
Best Guy Friend (FAIQ) saya , asked me out next week .
Together with bestf .
Maybe to henderson waves .
See how ahh .
And ohh , i knew this guy through ahyol .
His name is Khairul .
His quite a nice person . He did not use
mushy words . We text in english .
Cool dude . Heh ^^
BYE .
Senior (A) prangai , young people .

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> Wednesday


WHO'S GONNA PLAN THE CLASS OUTING ?!!!

Its freaking annoying yknw .
Haiyaak .
I hate planning things cos confirm it will never
work out . Sheesh .
Thought of celebrating irah's birthday also .
Ahkay , enough ah .


Anyway , i thought of using extensions since
my current hair is short . See how eh .
^_____^

&
Ohh , see the pico above .
My face dark right ?
Thanks to the 2 days of kayaking .
V giler gelap .
Thanks oh so much . I wont be participating in any
kayaking course anymore .

Dah lah , ADIOS


Im beggin , beggin youuuu .
Put your loving hand out baby .
Beggin , beggin youu


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