luv the way you lie

> Friday

I'm a BIG fan of them especially Fernando Torres. ^^. And, i'm in love with this song ; sorry sorry by Super Junior. NICE man! Love it! I won't be updating here much, i guess. Read my tumblr as i will be updating there more. I felt like moving to tumblr permanently as i'm so lazy to update both. Sheesh. And lastly, i love girlfriends and bestfriendds. BYE suckaaaaaaaa :)

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> Thursday
Eenie menie miney mo lover

Well, i know i should be mugging for my subject but 15mins of internet time
won't hurt huh? I'm doing my fnn coursework now and as usual, mundane. I completed 5% of it and there's 95% more to complete. Screw you, fnn.
Basically, today i'm so jovial execpt during chemistry class. I did math worksheet by myself. Okay okay, with N and A's help too. Grr. Hee. I managed to complete the paper. It's fun doing sums while laughing. It makes the stress fly away. Huhu. N and A know ayeeeee. Love you all's. Mt class, cool. Read faiQ's bestfriend msg's. Teehee. After that, accompanied him to canteen. Somebody thought i'm his girlfriendd ehh? NO! Chey. Ziyi talked to me during p.e lesson. She said i'm her bestfriendd. Awwwwww, i'm so flattered. She want to give me a bear soon. :D
I got 3 bestfriendds! Yeay! I like it! Okay, enoughh. I'm done here. I won't be updating much as want to concentrate more on MYE ^^. I know what's A's reaction.
You betta shut up kaaaaay? Heh. Loveyou, girlfriendd(s). ^^

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> Monday



Last Saturday -
Went to aunts house around 7pm. Fetched them and went to Jalan kayu for supper around 9.30pm. 10pm+, made our way to downtown east for bowling. Started the game ard 12am (its sunday alrd) and ended it at 4.30am. Aft the game, made our way to bedok for breakfast. And, i saw alif aziz. He's quite tall. Cousins don't really fancy him.
We purposely said 'SP kepaa?' since he claimed he's in poly which is untrue, i guess. I shouted this( from afar) 'kalau popular, tkpee ahh. Taufik lagi best lah sehh'. HAHAH. He heard it and rolled eyes. Whatever ehh. Huhu. After the early breakfast, went to mosque situated at Eunos since the guys wanna do their prayers. Then off to ECP. Wanted to swim but no extra clothings so dad, kak juli and uncles went to PP to buy fr us clothings. Thanks! The tide
ytd was awesome. The waves were so big. Had loads of funn, i swear. I'm quite dark/ tanned now. Haaaaah. I dont care la eh. Heeeeeeh.
....
Today's paper SUCK siah. I dont know what the hell is 'write in a form of speech' when my teacher didn't even teach us that 'speech' thingy. What the hell mann! Screw you lah Ms C -.-". Set paper tkde susah lagi kepaa? Pathetic.
Sheesh. Did geo common test also. I didn't managed to study since yesterday's activities made me exhausted. Tsk. I wanna do retest la. :( Okay, byeee.
*more pictures will be uploaded soon!

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> Saturday
Loveyou, Torres
Will be going out with fam later to marina to bowl. I didn't have the mood mainly because MYE starting nest week. And teacher called mom 2 days ago telling her that i may retain if i didn't do well enough. He said i'm doing good but i can do much better if i try hard enough and i'm in the middle so i must chose to go up or down. I'm so scared of failing. Haiyah. Must really buck up man. Focus on studies is my goal for now. Insya'allah. Hmm, my week's pretty hectic. Cca, learned new drill with the rifle. Pretty hard as i kept slapping the rifle into my face. I need to learn it as there will be a promotion thingy, if i'm not wrong. I aced my 2.4km run. It's 16.05 mins, i guess. Thanks to that, i'm dark again -.-".
.......
I've been doing my fnn coursework the past few days. I really don't know how to start.
Aaaaaaaaaa! I hate sec 3 life la. Okay not forgetting, i've received lots of comments from random people asking me about wawan and faiq. Hello people? They are my bestfriends. Of course i like them la. Bestfriends, get it? If it's the 'love' thingy, then it's so wrong. I know i always hang out with guys even eating with them during recess time. They are my friends afterall what? I'm close with them since sec 1 and 2. Get a life la. Don't assume only.
Thanks a million to Nisa, Faiq, Wawan, Ahyan, Yann, Leen, Mai and Fina for being there for me during those days. You guys were very supportive and even encouraged me to do the right thing. Love you all's. I didn't expect "she" could replace me that fast huh? That's awesome. I'm happy for you(: Stick through thick and thin okay. I guess, i'm done here. I wanna take a break. Bye.

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> Wednesday

I got another bestfriendd now. Hahh.
Somebody said to me "I'm your bestf what.I
know alrd." Wah! Tak tawu malu kepaaa wan? Hahha.Yelaah, wawan.
Bestfriendd # 2 je horh. Faiq and wawan, my two bestfriendds.
Both are guys.Tsk. You both
must listen to my problems okay?! Heeeeee.
Hmm, MYE'S coming that's next week.
Teacher called it 'tsunami' so must be ready
for it. Been spending my time studying geo and maths until i abandoned my other
subjects. Must study extra hard now. Tsk.
...
School today so mundane. Went to school with ahyaan & yann & mai.
They went to my area then took 99 to school.
Sweet kan girlfriends saya? C: Hehe.
Mother Tounge : Watched video about lefnan adnan. Best!
Geography : Cannot concentrate since i'm so hungry
and i kept whining on how hungry i was. Huhu :P
Maths : Learned new topic with a twist. Alhamdulliah, i can catch it fast enough.
English : Freaaaaking mundane. Almost everbody's asleep. Ughhhhh.
...
After school, went to school library with ahyan.
Sat at my "favourite corner" while
chit chatting with ahyan and browsing books.
Yan and leen met us at the lib then
off to mac to buy ice-creams.
Then, went home with yann, ahyan, leen, mai, fina,
mamat and acai. Okay, i'm so exhausted now. Byeeee.

Your attitude can never change. You used to be the bestfriennd that i love like a sister.
New friends, and that's what changed you drastically. I can never look/talk to you anymore cause it irks me. I'm sorry for those harsh words i used. I
t's been a great time knowing you. It's cool knowing that we
like exactly the same things and you could read my mind,
knowing what i like & dislike. I would remember those times at the
library, ice-creams, movies, short quarrels, laughters, candy floss.
I remember everything. Your prediction is true after all.
That we gonna fight when that 'friends' have. I'm not blaming your 'friends'.
Okay la, idk why my cheeks suddenly feel wet. Hahh. Adios.

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> Monday


Yesterday, went to sembawang park with fam, cousins, uncles and aunty. I swam
eventho didn't bring extra clothing. Hahh.
I wore tank top underneath my shirt. Mom and kak yana kept on pestering me to take off my tshirt and just wore that tank top. I was like "HUH?! Ehh, tak tau malu seh gtu. And sdare so must tutup aurat whaaat". Then, mom was like showing the action to just take off my shirt.
At last, i relented cos the sea like so inviting mah. Huhu.
The funny part was the one swimming are all girls and there's a group of mat(s) swimming near us. Dad saw them and instructed us to swim to the right. The mat(s) followed and dad
asked us to swim to the left. The mat(s) still swim near us.
Then, when i turned
back to my dad, my 4 uncles went to the beach and stand in a straight row with
their arms folded. Cool lah, dad and my pakcik's.
Huhu. Love it! Soaked in the
water for quite a long time till ard 5-6+.
Overall, had so much funn! Next sat,
will be playing bowling at marina with the 'usuals'. Yaaaaaaay!
....
Today, so mundane. Had chemistry test and i'm so effing sleepy. Geo lesson,
didn't stop yawning. Mt, did worksheet. Fought with bestfriendd. Hahh.
He scolded me, i sulked. I punched him, he sulked. Cute la bestfriend aku nie ^^.
Huhu. After recess, had eng and maths.
Andddd, finally i managed to pinched wawan's
cheek. He pinched mine back.
Pathetic ahh kau! Tk fair betol. Hahhaha.
Okay eh, byeee.

"Girl go tell everybody what happened okay. Keep it up, sucker!"

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> Sunday

Morning Peoples! Its 2.20 am and i'm still awake. Hahh. Played badminton for 2 hours with family and some of dad's brothers and family. Then, make our way to Yishun Dam. Weird thing was there's quite a lot of people and it's hard to find a parking lot. Overall, had fun being with them. Uncle created lots of hilarious jokes. Hee. Will be going Kranji Park tmr morning with them again. Hope i can wake up ahh. Hehh. Andddd, i'm tired now. Huhu.
......
Lately, i've been thinking about this person whom i'm close with. I don't know what's happening to me. I think i like you. I know it's stupid and i know you don't care. Aiyooooooo. Okay byeeeeee la.

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> Friday

Hi! Was supposed to update more yesterday but didnt cos i'm freaking tired. So lets talk about yesterday. Skip to fnn kay. Somebody changed my name to f__
when i'm supposed to cook with her. Cos of that, i'm so pissed off with her.
And they switched my name without telling me. Luckily, nisa's willing to be my partner or else i would cook alone. Pfft! Teacher knew i was mad and she said she gonna report those ladies to the dm for skipping class. Enam sekawans cheered loudly seh. Yeah! Love krg! Hahh.
Sedar lah sikit, SUME org tak suke kau dan kau. I've got solid proof and that's why i said that -.-
Npcc so exhausting. Taught the jr's knots. I didn't. Walked around the school and took care of this girl who's really sick. Pity her. Okaaay, done!
.......................
I loike today! ^^.
Laughed till my stomach huts and mouth cram. Haha.
Thanks to ahyaan & leen & yann & irah lorh.
Love the "setaaaaaaaaaan" thingy. Cool :D
Today's fnn, everybody so serious in their work.
For the first time man! Huhu.
Coursework so leceh. Sheesh.
After school, bought bubble tea with ahyaan, leen, yann,
mai and fina.
Ohh ya, new name created for me(like again?). It's smallie
ollie created by FINA. (Dah credit name kau horh :P).
HAHAHAHA. Best talking to them, you know C:
....

To kau : Go and tell all yr friends, i'm the bad egg.
The good one always you mah.
What did you tell your friend till he stared me and azezah ahh?
You said you miss talking to me?
Like real la. You said you don't know what you did. I purposely
didn't want to tell you.
Cos, you will denied it and i, the naive one will tend to
believed.You do your own thing, i do mine.
I aint your bestfriendd anymore. Know that.
Thanks :/

I love bs & Enam sekawans today ^^
(Nisa, Ahyaan, Yana, Irah, Leen & i)

IMISSSOMEBODYYYYYYY :D
SOMEBODY MISSED ME TOO!

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> Thursday
"What goes around, comes around"

Will be cooking with bs next week ^^. Yay! Love it C:
Anddddddddd, i love my "6 SEKAWAN'S"! Huhu!
Update more later :D

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> Tuesday

Last sun, enjoyed myself with fam and dad's side.
Played cricket and it's sucha funn game!
Im lovin the game. Cool lah^^.
And now, aches are bugging me.
Ughhhh.Pathetic seh.
...
Thanks leen fr accompanying me today.
Then, studied with her till 4+.
I just knew she treated me as a bestfriendd!
Awwww, sweet siah kau C: Sorry for the past okaay? Heee
Homeworks not done yet. I've had a lot of overdue assignments.
Tsk. Gonna complete it by tonight. Phewwwwww.
Okaaaaaay, enoughh ehh.
Tomorrow, will be going school with ahyaan and friends or maybe with azirah.
See how laah ehh. Huhu.
Anddddd, maybe i'm suffering from migraine. Complained to ahyaan and
she said it could be migraine. Arghhhhhhhhhhh! What the hell man!
Ohh ya, afif's being so friendly nowadays. He smiled and even 'tegur' me.
Veryyyyy good :D Hahah.
okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeee

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> Friday
Ehhhhhhhh Hi! Done with ahyaan's blog. Phew. At last. Hah. Now, tumblr-ing.
Okay, yesterday had actual shoot at HTA. I kinda screwed it up as i was feeling
sick until the officers had to helped me to unload the gun. Thanks! I got 58 when
i was supposed to get 60 to get the marksmen badge. So freaking disappointed man!
Tsk. Okay whatever. What's done cannot be undone right?
As for today, i laughed a lot with the BEST cliques.(Ahyaan & Yana & Leen).
Thanks for making me not feel "LO". Huhu. Leen's younger brother so cutee eventho
he's hyperactive. Hah. And, they knew about my weakness that is, "saya tak boleh tahan pedas leh" . HAHAHA. Sheeesh. So embarrassed seh. Ohh ya, forgot to pinch wawan's cheek.
Monday okay? You wait's ^^
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And to," you know who", i don't give a damn if you told her stories laaa kay? Go and be merry with your cute little friends. I'm a nobody to stop you or whatsoever. I'm not gonna say its my fault cos it isn't mine okay? So you better shut up and pretend i don't exist cos i don't need a friend like ya. And to YOU, everybody don't like you. I don't know why i said "tak sangke ehh kau baik jgk" cos i'm wrong. Very mistaken about your attitude. I'm so freaking naive. I don't know who to trust. Screw it man!

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> Wednesday
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I'm so happy today. Hah. Ahyaan & Nisa & Leen & Yana knows.
Huhu. School's fun! Ohh ya, my cheeks so sore. Thanks to WAWAN! He pinched it twice.
And i'm so so mad at ya! You wait ahh, tmr i hit you till it hurts kaaaaay? HAHAH
I end up blushing cos like a lot of people saw and it's embarrassing. Tsk. C:
Okay, i need to do my npcc thingy.
So byeee.

........
I dont like kakak.
I really dont like eh.
Big liar.

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> Tuesday
It's 'ERGHHHHHH" not 'UGHHHHHHH' ahh. 3N2 does that and i love it.
Kau jealous pe? Hah.Budak tu memang dasar merepk ahh bro.
Kau tak tau ker? Pathetic nak die siaaaah.
Everybody says so even his NCC mates.
Huhu. Sore loser mannnnnn. People come up to me and ask, i replied, 'who the hell
is he?' or wait, is he even in this school?
Hah. Go laa and blacklist my name cos
i know you are so effing pathetic and yeah, loves to gain sympathy. So go and see
how many would say "awww, kesian nah kau?
Tkpee, you deserve better". Cos, i dont
give a shit. I cried cos of hidir cos there's feelings. With you, NOTHING.
I know i'm being rude, mean or whatever shit but this is the truth and i dare admit it.

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> Monday

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

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I'm smiling since just now. Hah. Weird. Anw, When i was walking home from the bus stop, i saw my jr's (wgps). A girl and a boy. They were sitting close and giggling. I find them cute cos they got kind of embarrass when saw me looking at them. Haha. I accidentally said this quite loud "kecik-kecik dah ader matear ehh" then smiled. Hoho. C:

I don't know what to update about on school today. Pretty mundane. And, i'm sick so most of the time, i cough and cough. So pitiful eh. I did the sound 'erghhhh' to somebody just now. Faiq saw and he laughed while saying 'i saw eh'. I turned and shouted 'i don't like him mah'. HAHAHA. I know i'm pretty rude okaay :D Andddd, i talked rudely to wawan when he asked me about hows me and fafah. Sorry eh P. Sick and no mood liao. Haaaaaaaaaaaaah.

I've got a new name : jannah cute-girl and kecyk -.- Thanks to Faiq Bestfriendd and Moon& Chub (:

Okay, Byeeeeeeee ~




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> Sunday


Hey yo! I know my blog is pretty rusty and dead.
I've been busy fr the last few days. Hmm, a lot of unexpected things
happened. I guess, everything's settled now. And, i'm down with
fever and cough. I got tired easily. I'll be attending school tmr.
Maybe. Hah. Ohh ya, i remembered this convo i had with ain
last fri while doing our fnn thingy at the com lab.
Very funnnnnnnny. It's about hidir and unknowingly, i sang this 'saket hati, saket sekaliiii".
I did'nt realised that i sang it quite loud and th girls heard it. HAHAH.
So paiseyy C: Anddd currently, i'm chatting with Edora. Friendly lady :)
I dont know what to update on now.
Will be updating tumblr later.
So, goodbye C:


Forget about me and move on. Don't be so pathetic. Get a life -.-

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