> Monday
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
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I'm smiling since just now. Hah. Weird. Anw, When i was walking home from the bus stop, i saw my jr's (wgps). A girl and a boy. They were sitting close and giggling. I find them cute cos they got kind of embarrass when saw me looking at them. Haha. I accidentally said this quite loud "kecik-kecik dah ader matear ehh" then smiled. Hoho. C:
I don't know what to update about on school today. Pretty mundane. And, i'm sick so most of the time, i cough and cough. So pitiful eh. I did the sound 'erghhhh' to somebody just now. Faiq saw and he laughed while saying 'i saw eh'. I turned and shouted 'i don't like him mah'. HAHAHA. I know i'm pretty rude okaay :D Andddd, i talked rudely to wawan when he asked me about hows me and fafah. Sorry eh P. Sick and no mood liao. Haaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I've got a new name : jannah cute-girl and kecyk -.- Thanks to Faiq Bestfriendd and Moon& Chub (:
Okay, Byeeeeeeee ~
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